Life has been very demanding lately...

*Car Payments
*Insurance
*Rent
*Credit Cards
Some how I have been budgeting ...ok....it's been a tight squeeze though...
I guess I need a new job so I can make some more...
I don't like working at Dave's except for the fact that they work with my school schedule and they give me all the hours I need during the busy season and slow season too! If the NaSHUA PRIDE schedule works with Dave's Dry Cleaning schedule then...I can work there at night for like 3 hours.

But, I'm thinking hard about it...(Will they pay me well, hourly?) Their other staff they pay like $5.50 (Game day staff) Maybe they will pay me daily..Like $25 a day ...divide that by the magic number 3...it's about 8.30 an hour. I will figure something out with them. If not I might start job hunting. Girls at work are just too moody ALL THE FUCKING TIME! and they take it out on me ...A LOT and no one seems to care.
Friends:

Everyone wants to chill lately and I just get soo caught up I don't know what to do.
None of my groups of friends get along, sooo when they all want to chill it gives me a headache. I think I should set up appointments. DUMB IDEA. But it might just work? Every week I have been finding new people to chill with too, which is very weird...But I like it. It changes things up and refreshes the old.
I don't get it, I try to just go with the flow.
Love:

Fights, fights, and more arguments.
How do people get through this? Heartbreaks are tough and that's not what I want. But it's weird cause I do?
I won't have to worry about fighting with someone everyday and it brings down the emotional drama. But is that better than being lonely? Too much thinking. I'm just going to try to work things out, as usual.
I <3 YOU GORDO!